Date: 2022-07-07 05:01 am (UTC)
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Yes, in addition to being her favorite, blue is a very summery color.

A long way away, on the bed where she is sat, Wysteria draws her legs up so she may sit criss cross and form a collection of pins on one of her knees.

"Well first, I think that's a very silly question. Of course it should be novel to be missed, as then it means someone has thought of you and what could possibly be more pleasant. But I suppose if I were to entertain the possibility of it being otherwise—for the sake of the argument, as it were—, then I think it would depend entirely on the person in question who was doing the missing and how you felt about them. For example, say it was someone you disliked. It might be highly aggravating to discover they'd thought at all kindly of you, as it would somewhat ruin your ability to disapprove of them without reservation."

The collection of pins is transferred thoughtlessly to the little side table overflowing with books and a porcelain washing basin and a mostly empty cup.

"You haven't let her into the little library, have you? Veronique. I believe you said she has a fondness for paper."

Date: 2022-07-15 07:16 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] heirring
"See, but that's entirely in support of my point. Imagine, by some strange happening, you came to realize that your favored adversary had been harboring some secret fondness for you. Picture if it were—remind me, which is your least favorite colleague from University?"

The comb is fetched from its make-do shelf and the great heap of her hair drawn forward over her shoulder so it may be picked slowly through.

"Picture if it were them, and you stumbled across some note where they spoke kindly or your scholarship. If I found myself in such a position, I would be furious. Although, honestly. I don't see why you of all people should even struggle over the idea of missing someone or being missed in the first place."

Date: 2022-07-20 01:06 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] heirring
"Ah, yes," she says, the scrape of the comb through her hair so vague that it must not sound like anything at all through the crystal. Well, I can see the logic in it. I lost a shoe once, which rather ruined the effect of the one I still had."

They are not, she suspects, discussing the various schoolmates he despises. Maybe. Possibly. But it might be that they're discussing his two most dear and sincere friends, and he is merely taking the most circuitous and infuriatingly confusing route to arrive at that fact. One must either simply allow him to continue on, or brook some argument with this detail or that in an effort to chase him through the various twists and turns at , or (in exceptionally rare circumstances)—

"All the same, you may say so if you miss me. I assure you that I will be appropriately disgusted."

—simply hack straight in the direction one feels is most irritating and observe the results.

Date: 2022-07-20 05:47 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] heirring
Through the crystal, some many miles away and then still miles more below the surface, the regular motion of Wysteria's hand pulling the comb through her hair pauses. Partly—no, primarily—she stops because the comb has snarled on a tangle. Indeed, if there'd any other point to it then it's so negligible as to be practically—

"Good," she answers abruptly. He wasn't meant to have actually said it and she can feel an embarrassed heat prickling at the base of her skull. But over the crystal, she may make herself sound very high handed indeed.

"Did you miss me while you were in Val Royeaux, or only once you'd returned to Kirkwall?"

Date: 2022-07-21 12:38 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] heirring
"Because." Here, the briefest pause so she may untangle her comb and for no other reason.

"It was a clever ploy to resolve your quandary and remind you to be entirely unsentimental. I knew you would object to being obligated to do or say anything, and for me having been dishonest, and it seemed the most expedient way to rankle you. You're very welcome."

Across the little room, the big scarred Mabari sighs and shifts his block head from resting on one beefy paw to the other. Wysteria shoots Ruadh a hot a look. No commentary from you, sir.

Date: 2022-07-21 04:49 am (UTC)
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The ribbon tied about the books had been very blue, and in not so different a shade from the coat he'd worn to that silly pretend wedding that had gone so fortunately terribly that no one at all since had questioned its veracity. The coat hadn't mattered. He'd simply asked her favorite color and had worn it as an admirable commitment to their shared little subterfuge—a different and more secret sort of partnership, and certainly not one predicated on any kind of regard save perhaps for the kind which sensibly recognizes opportunity and cleverness both.

(Yes indeed, she is very clever).

But receiving the letter and the books and the absurdity of the runner sent so far—she'd been outraged to receive the poor man. Good gods, you are a man of singular dedication, sir! What a beast he is, to have sent you all this way! And then having to explain to sweet Caprin the apprentice who had sent the parcel; never have the words My husband been so venomously regurgitated!

Yet there on her little desk, draped like a question mark among the papers and books and drawings, is preserved the little blue ribbon. And here, sitting cross legged in the bed, Wysteria furiously bites the end of her comb to keep from squawking in reply to imagine if I said all of that.

Nevermind that she is quite prompt to respond after, all very knowing and cool as she contemplates pummeling the pillow at the head of the bed.

"Again, you're very welcome. Indeed, it's a very good thing we agree on this point. Because if you had made the error of saying any of those things, I might have compelled to say something along the lines of 'If that's how you feel, then you should simply bring your next letter in person and join me in Orzammar.' Yes, such an arrangement might technically be of benefit to the both of us. After all, I'm very busy and taking the time to seek out your vases and various little articles that would seem to suit only takes away from my time in the smithy. And then you would be convenient to hand to judge said pieces for yourself without anyone's questionable judgement serving as your interpreter.

But I clearly can't say that," is most firm. "As we have agreed this very evening on the important of preserving a particular equilibrium of disregard. Also"—also!—"because if you look forward to my company upon occasion, then I would judge that I look forward to yours slightly less than that."

So. How fortunate that no one has said anything at all!

Date: 2022-07-22 07:23 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] heirring
Her various noises of protest—her circle is not polluted; she will scoff whenever she pleases, and he shouldn't tell her otherwise—do very little to functionally interrupt this entirely hypothetical musing. Surely this is in part due to them being slightly muffled behind where the comb has been set, which is not between her teeth but rather against her mouth as if to discourage her from opening it and saying anything very foolish.

It's only here, cued by the brisk reorientation toward reality, that she sniffs primly and returns the comb to the task of doing battle with the previously discovered snarl.

"You should. After all, I recall you claiming to be very busy, and now we have spent all this time discussing something that I believe we both agree is obviously the very least of either of our concerns. To say nothing of the fact that I have a very early morning, and all this time you've been keeping me from going to sleep. Indeed under ordinary, I would ask you whether you'd had a chance to look at my drawings or how Bronagh is getting along with things. But given all of this, I'm afraid I'll have to insist you address them in your written reply, or else at some more convenient hour by crystal."

Date: 2022-07-24 05:27 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] heirring
"I assure you, I will be perfectly capable of going directly to sleep once this conversation has finished." There is nothing at all in it which will keep her awake for an hour or two long after she has turned down the lamp's light and made herself as comfortable as she's able, in turns both very furious with herself and very pleased.

"In fact, I've become terribly tired as we've spoken and so am even going to refuse the impulse to tell you of all the beneficial things which proper sleep provides, particularly with respect to your eyesight." It was a perfectly legible representing symbol for a U. "I look forward to receiving your next letter, Monsieur. Good luck with it and your other bits of correspondence. Good night."

Having set aside the comb, she takes up the crystal so as to neatly sever the line to him. There. Done. And indeed her hair is all combed and ready to be stuffed into her felt sleeping cap, and she has only a few little things left to attend like cleaning her teeth and washing her face and reading the next three chapters of Chapdelaine before closing her eyes and going most directly to sleep. But first—

"He truly is entirely unbearable," she assures the mabari by the fire. Ruadh, evidently only half dozing, sniffs in apparent dismissal.

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